I woke up and haven't been able to get back to sleep, I think it's been 30min now and so I thought maybe I'll get up and do something and perhaps that will tire me out. Perhaps I'll work on a cover letter because my mind is racing and it keeps coming back to things from work. Things I need to do or should do next or ideas on how to design something or test something....too much! I'm realizing I'm way over my head and I don't quite know how to get out of this quagmire. Feeling a bit inept in my present situation makes me long to be in a different one. I've started to look for different jobs hoping that if I move to something new it would be better, less stress, more peace of mind, better working environment. But maybe this is just my usual December madness feeling rushed and tense kind of thing I'm going through. No I think my job is getting to me and things are not changing and so the outcome is I will explode and my self preservation instinct is preparing me to escape.